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What the Water Gave Me - Part 2
Panting coming from behind him, the sound of running paws. The wolves were back, giving chase and spurring on his feeble attempts at escape. Till was panting with effort, regretting his extended use of pipe tobacco for many years as he wove through the trees before the beach. If he could just make it that far. The wolves wouldn't be able to swim as fast as he could, and he might be able to drown the beasts to stop their torment permanently.
"Ahh!" Till's attention was gathered at feeling the heat of a wet snort of frustration at his bare leg from one of the wolves getting drastically close, pushing the older man on to run faster. The beach was drawing mercifully close, if only for the fact that once he hit the water the wolves would become clumsy and heavy with their wet pelts. Till glanced over his shoulder, digging hard with his legs at the sand since running on the beach was at times quite difficult from the constant shifting. The wolves' claws aided their efforts alon
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What the Water Gave Me - Part 1
Frank lifted his head as the cabin door creaked open, a grin stretching across his face as he sat up and waited for Till to emerge. This morning was one of the thousands that they shared together, often starting with Frank sunning himself on his usual rock and Till coming to join him; still sometimes obliging the former with a story sang in a lovely bass-baritone. Today was different, Frank found as he observed the older man coming out of the cabin. Till fumbled slightly with his walking stick, cursing to himself and leaning against it as he walked cautiously to the beach. The spring in his step was gone, a slight hunch had placed itself in his back and made Till wince when he stayed in one position too long. Frank's face fell as he watched the older man, seeing him coming closer to the boulder and noticing more closely the beautiful silver tone that his longish hair had taken.
"Guten morgen, Bright Scales." Till smiled, though it was tired as he stripped out of his robe and lef
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Bikes on Film
Dero abruptly stopped recording before whirling around, blush rising quickly to his cheeks as he saw Till standing on the porch in his bathrobe while looking perplexed.
"I'm starting to think you love your motorcycles more than me." Till arched his brows, calmly taking a sip out of his coffee and frowning.
Dero balked, putting the camera down on his bike's seat and quickly climbed the lattice covering of the porch; standing on the other side of the railing after getting his feet scooted under the gap in the wood. "Nonsense."
"You're going to fall." Till looked genuinely concerned, offering his arm out after moving his coffee further down the rail so it wouldn't be spilled. "Either climb down or come over."
"You worry too much, Papa Bear." Dero grinned, leaning forward and catching Till's face in his hands to hold him still for a kiss. "Mmh. You haven't even had a cigarette yet, you taste like coffee."
Till's expression relaxed as they kissed, ignoring the pet name Dero h
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A Day in the Life
"Another beautiful day in Berlin with a hi-"
Oliver sighed and hit the alarm, gazing up at the ceiling and rubbing his eyes to help wake himself up. Saturday. Oliver smiled, grateful for the break since the Ahoi! tour had gone well; Till and Flake's accident aside. The segway normally went without problems, however at what ended up their last show Flake had accidentally crashed into Till and injured the latter's knee.
"Accidents happen. We could use the rest." Oliver sat up, letting out a soft 'oof!' as a set of small paws landed on his chest. "Morning, Kim."
"Meow!" Kim purred loudly and butted her head into his beard, swishing her slinky tail and kneading his shirt.
"Did you miss me?" Oliver asked, kissing between her ears and smiling as he picked her up to carry into the kitchen.
"Prrrrr." More kneads, Kim quickly settling in his arms as he stroked.
"I think seafood delight for you," Oliver put her down, going into the pantry and retrieving a can of food, "and an egg for me."
Kim pu
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"I know, I know, I'm so sorry." Frank gently squeezed Till's hand after lacing their fingers, frowning as his body tensed from the deep coughs rattling his chest.
"It's my own fault." Till rasped, squeezing his eyes shut and wincing as the stings subsided and he settled into the pillows against his back.
"You quit three years ago." Frank lifted their joined hands, attempting a kiss at the back of Till's and frowning as the singer gently tugged his arm back. "Don't be like that."
"And? How should I be?"
"I don't know. But you shouldn't be angry at me." Frank let his hand go, frowning and tucking the blankets under his legs more securely to better trap his body heat.
Pause. "I'm not angry at you," Till admitted, frowning as Frank fussed over him and sighing while staring up at the ceiling. "I'm tired, I shouldn't be taking it out on you."
"I shouldn't be riling you up." Frank refilled the cup by the bed, perking his brows as he offered it out to Till.
"Thank you." Till carefully held the
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"I have a sister, of course I've worn a dress before."
"Did you enjoy it?" Till asked, brows arched in casual curiousity as he tipped more of his beer back.
"To an extent. It was summer, hot. The material breathed well and was comfortable." Christoph finished his beer, putting the bottle down and shrugging, "I don't have any problems admitting it. It gave Constance a laugh, so I really don't care."
"Why, you've never worn one?"
"Not until the Kerrang shoot, the pantyhose were a bitch." Till snorted, finishing the bottle and putting it down next to Christoph's. "You seemed to handle it alright."
"Having a sister, Mein Teil, being fairly resilient. All contributing factors." Christoph shrugged again, shifting in his seat to face Till. "Is there a reason for picking my brain?"
"We're just talking, I was curious." Till shrugged with a soft chuckle as he perked his eyebrows. "Not being too sensitive are we?"
"No, you're up to something." Christoph smiled, getting up to go
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Wine me, Dine me
Till frowned as he looked at the closed apartment door, tilting his head with an expression of concern as Richard swore from inside. Something was wrong.
"Richard?" Till asked after opening the door, frowning as the sound of domestic clatter came from the kitchen.
"You're early!" Richard sounded flustered.
"Tut mir leid, I can go if it's a b-"
"No, it's fine. Go sit at the table, I'll be just a minute." Richard briskly walked out of the kitchen, a white apron tied on over his black slacks and button up shirt before he threw his arms around Till's neck with a quick kiss.
"Alright." Till smiled, kissing back and tilting his head fondly. "I like this."
"I hope you like everything else."
Till sat at the table, smiling as he took in the dark red cloth, two places set with gold rimmed white china. Richard clattered briefly about the kitchen again, making Till wonder what he was up to. The singer understood he hadn't been the easiest to get along with the past four months, not with str
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Pick-up Artists
"Careful, Risch." Till smiled, keeping his arm wrapped around Richard's waist as they stumbled back toward their flat from their endeavors of the evening.
"I'm sleepy."
"We're almost home."
"Carry me?" Richard was pouting, leaning heavily against the singer and looping his arms around the top of his left shoulder to drape across his chest.
"Aren't you a bit too old for that?" The singer sighed at the look he was receiving from the younger man, shaking his head, "Oh, you're positively wretched. Alright. Come here."
Richard's face lit up as he gleefully leapt into his arms, wrapping his own around Till's shoulders before he settled down and kept still.
Till stumbled briefly, laughing at the eagerness of his lead guitarist before playfully hefting him up, "I've spoiled you."
"That's your own fault."
"I know." Till smiled as Richard put his head down against his chest, the spikes of his black hair tickling under his chin from the slight rocking motion every step made. The walk ba
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"Till...?" Richard rasped out a sigh, slumping back into the pillows in his room of their shared flat with a feverish groan.
"Morning, Rich- Lieber Gott, you look wretched." Till quickly put his notebook down on the dresser, going straight to the bed and frowning as he put the back of his hand to Richard's forehead, "You're warm."
"Morning to you too," Richard frowned up at Till around his arm, "I don't feel good."
"I don't imagine you would, I'll be back with some tea. Stay in bed." Till frowned and tucked Richard tightly into the covers, gently smoothing his hair back before snatching his notebook and exiting into the kitchen.
"We were supposed to go to the park today." Richard pout as Till tucked him into the blankets, watching the singer leave and snuggling in.
"I know, I'm sorry Risch. It's going to have to wait. Save your voice, please." Till called from the kitchen, the sounds of domestic clattering following before the kettle started to whistle not too long after.
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jtealamb Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
IvanMarin23 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey thanks for the fave :D
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withinmeloveresides1 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2013  Student Writer
I purchased your gift and it should hopefully be shipped in a timely manner to you!
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Your welcome. :)
withinmeloveresides1 Featured By Owner May 17, 2013  Student Writer
Oops the title is The World not This World, tut mir leid
withinmeloveresides1 Featured By Owner May 17, 2013  Student Writer
I just had a thought, perhaps try writing in the perspective of a BL/ind citizen as the streets are stormed by Killjoys? See if that does anything for your writing. This World is Ugly by MCR might help a bit. Or if you want to write it from the pov of a storming Killjoy The Phoenix by Fall Out Boy has the high energy vibe that would be needed for it.
GalenaLarkin Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2013  Professional Writer
Thanks for the fav!
Edgirl Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
No worries! =D
Hunria Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2013  Student General Artist
tnx for the fav :)
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